well my life has been pretty damn boring as of lately. I have been trying to not have to many emotional breakdowns with school projets all hitting at the same time and then working like 9000 hours a week. Being a CSL at such a high volume store is equal to being a CO manager at another VS so its a lot of work but I like it. Sometimes I just get overwhemled. For some reason I had what seemed to be an easy semester until thes last few weeks and then I was was hit wtih like the hardest projects ever. I admit I wasnt doing too hot thoughout the rest of the semester with other life stuff so whatever its not the end of the world to have bad grades I keep telling myself... I just feel like sometimes everyone has moved on but me.. My mom reminded me though that I DID just get this promotion at work and thats moving forward. I am almost done with school-1 year left. Its not a race I keep telling myself. Yes I would have liked to do 4/12 years or 5 like my other friends but I had some circumstatces that held me back that I dont like to admit and I wish like hell I was stronger and could have kept going but what is, is and I cant keep beating myself up over it. For some reason Im just in a down place and I am trying like hell to get out of it. My goal though is to never ever let it show at work and I think that so far I have done a great job at that.I ROCK my segments. I always have the highest converison (which i wont bore you with but thats like really amazing and good) anyway.... I wish I had fun drunk stories for everyone but i dont so alas thats my update. I am hoping to be able to go out after the meeting on sunday and celebrate morgans graduation sadly im not off till 9 so im going to hightail it to L town. Lets just rap cap last years events....
someone we wont say who threw up in a bush at the ranch then kept drinking someone else cough cough (me) might have made a new guy friend for the evening. And ohhh lets see man the rest is all a blur... oh travis I think almost got kicked out of the ranch too lol. Good times!!! Ohhh how a year changes things!!!!
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